“Everyone else understands this and I’m the one who slipped through.” Evans et al. (2018) found ~40% of PhD students experience clinical-level depression or anxiety — but the culture punishes visibility of struggle, so every lab looks fine from the outside. The imposter feeling is real; the belief that you’re uniquely struggling is not.
The Lab Imposter
- Everyone else gets it but me
- I should know this by now — I’m years in
- My advisor will eventually find out I’m a fraud
- I’m the weakest person in this program
- If I ask this question, everyone will know I don’t belong
- The funding committee made a mistake picking me
- One hard question at my talk will expose me